Journal 39: Sacrifice

      Sacrifice, I am welling to sacrifice if it is worth it.  For someone else’s happiness, depends on who it is, but the most common thing I would sacrifice is my time, my belongings and my patience. Those things can be really important because when you are sacrificing, there is a part of you doesn’t want to give up those things. If I wasn’t welling to give up my time and patience but I kept on staying because I want to make them happen, the longer it is the harsher the torture. 

      To achieve something really important to me, I would be welling to give up everything but my “–ships”- my friendship, relationship, worship etc.  The reason is because those are things that you really can’t buy with money, hardest to renew, and most important to me. I think nothing should be put in front of the        -ships, not even money. Although everything is hard without money, it is not the thing that brings you the real happiness. Why forces yourself doing something that you are not happy to do? That makes the time wasted and I don’t want to waste any of them cause you never know when it ends. Besides I had promise to myself that I will never walk through my life without leaving good things behind. The thing that stay the longest, stays in people’s heart. 

Journal 38: Winter Holiday

    My winter break went well. One thing I really remember from the break is that I didn’t spend more than 2 days without my friends, I guess that is suppose to be a good thing.

        12/17 It is right after that tiring week with Christmas performance, exams and winter dance. I did nothing but stay at home, rest and finished two books :P

        12/18 Today is Candy ‘s birthday but she is going out with her family so I went to the class my dad wants me to take in Taipei.

        12/19 It might be kind of sad but I have to go to school for basketball practice today. What makes it even more depressing is that my parents are leaving at noon and I don’t want to take 2 hours of bus to get to school so I arrive school at 12 when we actually meets up at 2:30. To my surprise, the practice end at 5 and it is around 6 when we are done dressing. Me, Jean, Iris and Ariel went to the movies after practice, Ariel is DRIVING!!! “Mission Impossible 4 ” was just pure awesomeness :D

        12/20 practice start and end at the same time today, it is 2 and half hours of practice during the break!! I feel so sad over here. I want to go out a lot more often but my grand parents are at my house so I went home directly today.

         12/21 The basketball 聯賽 is on! Our game starts at 11:30 but Li didn’t receive the right time and thought it was 12:30. We went up there without any warm up nor emotional prepare and the out come was terrible. We go against

竹女 by the way

         12/22 we play against 署光 8:30 in the morning and 新商 2:30 in the afternoon. In between, we just watched all the games to kill time and we slept a little. Today I think was the best day of all three days that we play in 聯賽, all of us perform our best :D

        12/23 today we played 9:30 against  磐石 it was the worst game I ever saw. The new students get up there most of the time and you can’t imagine how fast the points go down. I remember clearly at the first quarter when only the old students are up we are 2:8 which was pretty good. But then the new ones mange to give away more than 10 points during the less than 5 minutes they are up there and I guess us old ones just kind of cant find the hope to play anymore. I mean we are all tire, since we are the only ones up there during the last 3 games we had and I was badly wounded on my both legs. The points are really far and Li let the new ones up there to gain experience.

One other thing I have to mention is that I GET MY EARS PIRCE!!!!! I am so happy!!! It was 12/26/2011 by the way