Journal 58: Free Write

      We are free to write everything we wanted today. I am going to talk about the English class we had. It is one of the most fun one because all we do is chat all class long. We went from dramas that happened between us to how our parents react when it comes to boys.

     One thing I didn’t really say is that I suddenly start thinking about how I am not even in the consideration. So I am out of the whole thing, well, that is probably something I should be glad about. However it just made me sad to think about the fact that I am not in the consideration. “Whatever,” I kept on telling myself. The feeling didn’t just go away like I asked it to do.

      I don’t know, it feels like I am easily angered these few days, maybe because I am barely getting any sleep. I had a super busy weekend with really tight schedule that allows me just enough time to get from one activity to another. I slap at 2 yesterday to finish my English extra credits, I don’t know why I feel like I have to finish it yesterday because the dead line is Friday. In fact, I don’t even aim to start and finish it yesterday, I just don’t feel like to stop.  

      I know I am talking non since over here, just went from on topic to another without any logic. It is kind of like how I talk to Necky, my poor friend that I haven’t talk to for years. It is still different because I take this as writing journal and doing homework, I never thought you as a friend. It feels weird just now that I am saying “you” and also you will be look at, unlike Necky. My dearest, best friend ever.